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Archive for July, 2012

Payung Teduh: Resah

Aku ingin berjalan bersamamu
Dalam hujan dan malam gelap
Tapi aku tak bisa melihat matamu

Aku ingin berdua denganmu
Di antara daun gugur
Aku ingin berdua denganmu
Tapi aku hanya melihat keresahanmu

Aku menunggu dengan sabar
Di atas sini, melayang-layang
Tergoyang angin, menantikan tubuh itu

Aku ingin berdua denganmu
Di antara daun gugur
Aku ingin berdua denganmu
Tapi aku hanya melihat keresahanmu…

Ingin berdua denganmu
Di antara daun gugur
Aku ingin berdua denganmu
Tapi aku hanya melihat keresahanmu

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Sejujurnya, saya juga belum terlalu lama mengetahui Band Payung Teduh. Minim. Yang saya tahu, mereka adalah alumni Universitas Indonesia, cuma sebatas itu. Pernah dengar mereka live beberapa bulan lalu di sebuah acara musik, tapi kemudian lenyap karena tidak menyimak dengan seksama penampilan mereka saat itu. Bertemu kembali dengan Payung Teduh di acara Ramadhan Jazz Festival 2012 di area Masjid Cut Meutia, Cikini, 28 Juli lalu. Kali itu, saya simak dengan seksama musik dan lirik nya, kemudian saya diam. Diam dan berfikir, kenapa musik sebaik ini tidak begitu menggema di Indonesia? Apa yang salah? Termasuk menyalahkan diri sendiri.

I’m sorry for the bad quality. Tapi, hidup kami cukup berkualitas :D.

Payung Teduh tampil sekitar pukul 1 pagi lebih, saat itu penonton masih ramai (Untuk acara Ramadhan, penonton masih berjubel, sangatlah luar biasa – Sahur). And Guess… mereka semua menanti Payung Teduh. Kami menyanyi bersama, saat itu pula saya merasakan rindingan yang tidak terjelaskan. Menyanyi massal, lagu Resah, seperti lirik di atas. Ratusan orang bernyanyi massal, saya pun ikut, secara kebetulan, saya hafal lagu Payung Teduh yang satu ini. Ramadhan Jazz Festival 2012 memang luar biasa, pun ketika menghabiskan waktu bersama teman-teman terbaik yang pernah saya punya. Seolah ingin terus bersama, melewati keresahan.

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Owain Phyfe : La Prima Vez

Actually, I don’t know who is Owain Phyfe. But then, after I watched a documentary movie from German called PINA, in 3D format. PINA is a movie for Pina Bausch by Wim Wenders. I start to like everything related to it movie, for example… Hmm… a Song called “La Prima Vez”. And guess, I don’t know what does it mean :D. La Prima Ves was sung by Owain Phyfe (at this movie version).

La Prima Vez is one of the music soundtrack of it’s movie. Well, actually I like all of the songs from OST. PINA, I dunno… it’s magnificent, classic but elegant. It’s also heard painful, tears and weeps are felt everywhere. Amazing movie and also the music. You guys have to watch the movie, but I dunno how to watch it because I only got 2 free tickets from Goethe Institute last week. Maybe you should ask the Goethe Institute about it movie :D.

PINA cover

Alright, I’m talking about La Prima Vez by Owain Phyfe. I listened to it song from Youtube and tried to repeat it, then tried to figure out what does it mean. I heard that La Prima Vez means “The First Time”, it’s a kind of Spanish (cmiiw). You know guys, his voice is beautiful, even though I don’t know exactly what does it mean but I catch that he told me that he is in love.

Here is the La Prima Vez Lyric :

La prima vez ke te vidi
De tuz ojos me ‘namori

D’akel momento te ami
Fin a la tomba te amare.

Aserkate mi kerida
Salvadora de mi vida

Descubrite i avlame
Sekretos de la tu vida.

Salam Mentari

Tapak
Saat mentari datang dengan senyumnya
Sapa dunia
Berkata “ini tak mudah, namun akan baik-baik saja”.

Berjalan
Mentari semakin hangat bercengkrama di tengah
Tegur dunia
Berkata “aku semakin kokoh, menegaskan masa”.

Tertidur
Hangatnya berubah ramah dan sayup
Salam haru
Berkata “maaf jika aku tak selalu ada untukmu”.

Sembilan Juli 2006

9 Juli, 6 tahun lalu
Kau tentu ingat itu, Biru
Sudah ku pastikan, kau pun hampir marah padaku
Tentang hari ini, yang hampir berlalu

Aku tidak bermaksud begitu
Tapi, aku hampir saja tidak bisa melanjutkan
Kau akan lebih marah lagi, kan?
Jika aku berhenti karena mu

Hari ini aku bertahan
Sedikit keras meski 6 tahun sudah berlalu
Biru, kau tetap yang terbaik, meski harus di sisi-Nya
Lirih ucapku, lalu ku tadah tanganku

“Kau Yang Maha Baik,
aku tahu Biru ku lebih baik jika bersama-Mu.
Berikan tempat terbaik,
seperti dia meninggalkan jejak untuk ku”

Are You in Love?

Actually, this is my last Saturday night story. I visited my friend house, then I also met his little brother. His name was “Beeeeppp – censored”, 15. I was talking to him about his girlfriend and why did he doesn’t come out like other teenagers at Saturday night. I dunno how to start this, but, I dunno, then he was talking to me about his love story. And I absolutely made my self as a good listener like a psychologist :D.

He asked me, “Bro, do you really know how does the fall in love feel is?”. Umm… I said “Are you in love?. Owh, you’re growing up now! -lol”. He looked shy and blushing all the way after I yelled him. Thought, I told him that if you’re in love, …

First, this is akward but sometimes a true point. You’ll think that there’s a lot of butterflies flying inside your tummy. No matter day or night. He laughed but then he said YES. (reader, are you agree too? :D).

The second one is, you will find yourself talking to or telephoning the person for no reason. (You might pretend there’s a reason, but often there’s not). Or nowadays, you used to stalk the person by looking his/her facebook or even twitter accounts. He said “how do you know?” :D.

Next things, you will find yourself bringing this person into every conversation. For example, when someone begins “I love Owl City”. You interrupt with, “Hey, my girlfriend also love them too”, and bla-bla-bla. I saw his face, then he’s smile :). You know what does it mean!

The last one, you might suddenly be interested in thing that you used to avoid. (Actually this is so me!). But yeah, I don’t think 21 is teenager anymore. Aaaaarrrgggghhhh, I’m a teenager :D.

Alright, my friend brother was crazy cause he always agree with every single of my opinions. I told him “Okay, I know you’re in love”. I was yelling him loudly ’til his older brother knows it. Dude, falling in love is one thing, but staying in love is another. How can you tell, as time passes, that you’re still in love?

If you’re stay in love, your relationship will change. You might not talk as much about the person you are in love with. You might not always call him/her so often. BUT, this person will nevertheless become more and more important in your life.

You’ll find that you can be yourself with this person. When you first fell in love, you were probably afraid to admit certain things about yourself. But now you can be totally honest. You can trust him/her to accept you just as you are.

So, Are You in Love?

Mario Balotelli Quotes